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so don't expect my page just to bloom anytime soon.
take care

01 November 2012 @ 02:36 am
4:31.. All I want right now, everything I can't stop thinking about for the past few days,  my most recent and sweetest memories I can't get out of my mind, the emails I never deleted, the messages I stored in my phone just because they were too heart-warming to forget, his childish smile, the free person I'd become when with him.. All these fit in 4 minutes and 31 seconds. All these come back all together after 4 minutes and 31 seconds. To leave me alone to decide if I should press the replay button or not.

4:31.. How long it took me to write this post.
Was Feeling: thoughtfulthoughtful
23 October 2012 @ 11:04 pm
I was just scrolling down my tumblr page and saw this and thought it was interesting. So I started reading it.
And then I reached this part: Your boyfriend is now crying, tears streaming down his face. He still continues to scream your name, hoping for an answer. He gets none. He stops shaking your body, laying his head on your stomach, bawling his eyes out.

And thought of Shanon. Exactly what happened on Oct. 4th.

God I miss her. So much
Was Feeling: nostalgicnostalgic
14 October 2012 @ 03:47 am
Oh em gee... 
A real extreme makeover has just happened.. I really am doing this.
It's all so hollywood style.
They cut my hair off,dyed them, applied reflects,put fake red nails on my fingers, painted me a glitter tattoo,took video scenes fro the "baackstage" and styled my hair really classy.
And above all, they expect me to walk on a runway, like WTF???
I didn't even know it was go so far..

Footage shall be uploaded soon..
Oh my goodness.
Was Feeling: anxiousanxious
10 October 2012 @ 11:23 pm
The tragic moment when you realize you're not really in love with the one you thought you have been all this time (who happens to be your very 1st love ever) and who also happens to send you messages and call you in the middle of the night after 2 years, but with a guy you didn't even really cared about... F U C K
Was Feeling: shockedshocked
08 October 2012 @ 03:59 am

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Was Feeling: depresseddepressed
06 July 2012 @ 01:24 am
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy;
for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves;
we must die to one life before we can enter another...

credits http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5n-gVMTLN0
29 June 2012 @ 05:49 am
Conclusion of the day:

You know when people always say they'd love to know what their friends say about them when they're not around? Call me lucky, but honestly I'm not, 'cause I got to learn what someone would say when I was absent. And I heard beautiful, sweet things that made my chaos for a brain pause for a while. At this moment of my life I'd so prefered I hadn't.
So, be careful what you wish for.
28 June 2012 @ 06:02 am
"Bitch are you blind or what? He sees you and his face is lit up,
his whole being is like it's been put infront of a projector or something.
Open your fucking eyes."


22 June 2012 @ 02:10 am

Distance is a "state of mind"....

We can always feel as close as we want or as far away...

Close your eyes & let your mind and imagination do the rest...

Hugs to All,